Celoteh - Sachdar

Perhaps the question is asked of me right now to fill my time, because I rarely communicate with myself, after all this time preoccupied with worldly activities. Sometimes I'm so very proud of myself, my condition at home, at work, on campus, the organization that I follow, and my relationship with my friends, it becomes reason.

But while the other, when I was in the mirror, I felt embarrassed. I like fruit that looks good from the outside, but rotten inside. I always polish what he had seen people with kindness, but to be honest I'm ashamed of myself, I am nothing, I'm only human who often follow their own desires, I feel humble to myself, and felt stigma in front of God.

I always try to run a service to The God, but whether it can make the excuse that I was a sholeh, if that makes me proud ... just honesty I can answer it.

Often I seek forgiveness, ... I pray that all who do not worship solely seen well by others, but to expect God Given Right. I'm not a perfect human being apart from the mistakes, I'm not the instant humans suddenly became sholeh, I'm only mortal who tried to become a man sholeh, therefore please remove dirty things that have to me, so I can receive Guidance of God.

I often look down on me, I know it's not a good attitude, because it indirectly I look down of God, I'm trying to get rid of that attitude. Sometimes I also like prejudiced against you, I know it was wrong, I tried to fix it.

I felt a good drafter, but I'm not a good implementer, many of my plans are not yet implemented. Many hopes have not achieved, many of delayed desire. I understand that life is a process, and success is a process, so from that I realized that I had to skip that process, I know that the process is not a straight path with no obstacles, I know that the process is not like a river without the rocks and waterfalls, I also know the process is not like the streets without the valleys and mountains, sometimes we fall in one, sometimes we have to climb too high.

I must be a human being optimistic, trying to become good human beings, always think positive, trying to become a wise man, always doing good in order to worship Thee, utilizing the best possible time for the things that are useful and helpful to oneself and others . always learn anytime, anywhere. Always Instrospection of self, health care, and good at set times. Began to sort out the necessary activities, kind to everyone, and always make time for rest and remember My Creator.